Monday 22 November 2010

Feel like such a heifer, lol!


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Well, I've had my family staying for a while and tomorrow they go back home, I have eaten soooooo much unhealthy junk (surprisingly haven't drunk too much alcohol lol!) I feel like such a big fat blob, bleurgh!
So, on Wednesday I'm starting a detox diet, for 10 days, then off on a girls night out (let my hair down for the last time before IVF) early Dec, then straight back onto healthy eating.  
Really hoping I haven't left healthy eating too late for our IVF cycle - EC shouldn't be til mid/end of January anyway as I'm doing LP, and also hope the detox (10 days) wont do any harm - will be taking loads of vits whilst doing it?  
Is it OK to do a detox before IVF - I'm pretty sure I wont stick to it for more than 3 days anyway lol, or to lose weight whilst DR'ing?  Say 2-3lbs?
Is anyone else trying to shed a few pounds before IVF?

I really must start doing more journals, I want to keep track of all my emotions and thoughts on this journey, and maybe they might help me stay focused, hmmmmm.
Best of luck to all the couples out there trying for that bfp, and wishing healthy bumps to all those with bfps :)
Krazee x

Thursday 18 November 2010

1st IVF cycle starts in a couple of weeks :)

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Well, as it says above, our 1st IVF cycle starts next month, whoop whoop!  I wasn't sure if they'd fit me in as the clinic is shut for 2 weeks over Christmas, but, as af is due around the 6th Dec then they can squeeze in a scan to check my ovaries around ovulation (20th Dec), then I'll start down regging straight away, I'm a sooooo excited but at the same time I'm pooping my pants lol!
So, if all goes to plan, and af isn't a party pooper I can start stimming in Jan, then EC and ET should be at the end of Jan 2011.
This is so real now, we're over the moon to finally be at this stage!

Best of luck to everyone for thier wonderful BFPs <3

Tuesday 9 November 2010

Sinking in.... :o(


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Well, a week ago today I was standing holding a bfp, unable to believe it, I did another test, neither were fmu but both had the faintest of +ive lines come up straight away.
Why is it only just now sinking in, maybe cause this is the first time since then I'm able to sit on my own and cry (I try not to get upset infront of dh, as I don't want him to feel he is to blame)?  
I knew at the time when holding that bfp not to get excited (just like I've known before), maybe that's the reason why I broke down at our IVF appt on Friday, we have another appt next week, where I'll learn to inject in the morning, then in the afternoon we will see the dr to get our dates, I soooo hope I can hold it together, I'll be collecting my folks from the airport as soon as we're out from the appt....
I don't really do hugs, but could do with positive vibes, or if anyone has any words of wisdom, to help me keep it together next week?
Thanks x